yes, I agree this is so lame. It’s getting old. I get how this works. It’s not scary, it doesn’t make me angry.

https://www.audacy.com/stations/live105#

Man x Woman blah blah blah. Not desparate. Loving it. It’s giving me life. I want it to be Zi. If not, I dunno Tang Ping x Bai Lan.

They are playing Weezer rn. Zi and I can sing that together too.

Shout out to miles the DJ. How is White Menace?

to every other girl: go away go away go away dont come back here any more. go awayyyyy

I’ll buy you the pickup truck. Can you drive it to and from Costco for me for the rest of my life while I sit in a chair watching CNN…
Then I’ll truly become my dad.
(I do not want that).
Who the fuck goes around saying they are potentially homicidal and/or suicidal goes to a fkin church singles group and once the wife from yahoo personal appears never steps foot in a church again marries her after only three weeks in Reno and keeps her after he finds her talking to other guys…
This is sad.
I am not retelling this.

Goodbye.

Zi, if you want to do something that is not this script, I am down. If this is the template I am out.

sad.

pathetic.

I have nothing left to post. Stop checking on me. I am sane and stable. It comes from my mom.

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me, and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I’m the only one, and I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk a-

My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes, I wish someone out there will find me (ZI GATTINA. I WISH ZI GATTINA, the real one, FINDS ME).
‘Til then, I walk alone